Since nobody ik irl is active on here and i cant post to my spam

Bruhhhhhhhh used to be tight with my “friend group” but now idk ig im not regarded as anything worthy of replies, invites, etc. Idk if i brought that on myself, but i try my best to make up for it and they should understand that i was suicidal for a couple months so i was hella insecure and doubtful of their friendship to me and of everyone else. Anyways now that im better, hanging around them awkwardly makes me feel so uncomfortable that id rather be by myself in a classroon just reading webcomics or something. Idk ive tried to talk to em before about it, but i guess they’re just tired of me. I thought i changed and became a better person but ig thats not good enough anymore. Sucks when you cant even go to your spam and vent because they may or may not read it. Doesnt matter though bc they usually just ignore when you’re going through the worst. Bruhhh im ded this is so emo. I tapped into my emo middle schooler emotions. Guess i was never able to really be a part of your tight knit trio :/